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Thousand leaves listenned to, in the brain immediately the Weng Weng make to ring.She knows that the this day is sooner or later wanted, but unexpectedly will really come like this.
She tidies up own very of schoolbag, walked to go out.She realizes long valley Chuan while leaving classroom facial expression concern the ground looking at her.She originally wanted to the long valley Chuan smile for a while, however, finally still have no ability break into laughter.
Outside through a class of classroom, she saw many farmlands from the window way.However, many farmlands didn't see her.
That time, although is very sad, also very sad, however, she still didn't thought of, 17 years old winter this year, unexpectedly will be at the beginning a chain of point of departures of separation in life or deaths in her life.
Is also say, she from 17 years old winter this year starts growing up.
Always chapter 47
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Be apart from Christmas to there is also time for one week, and the Chuan dynasty son died.Is close behind, thousand leaf the summer tree also fall sick because the sorrow is excesssive.That period of time in the front and back of the Christmas in, thousand leaves asked for leave to look after a mother in the home.
After school on the afternoon of December 23, the long valley Chuan arrived at thousand leaf's houses.
After the living room sits down, the long valley Chuan asks:"Thousand leaves, your mother now like have no at 1:00?"
Thousand leaves smiled to order to nod:"It is much better."
"That do you want to when have a class?The ―― is two in the last yearses, I this is the first sight you don't have a class in the classroom and frankly speaking and return be really a little bit not habit ……to, I these each section of day up the handout of lesson leading brought."Long valley Chuan on folding to print a document to pass to her, " you are our two classes of prides, don't because is these days of don't have a class, homework all to fall in."
Thousand leaves smiled to answer:"Thank you.―― To, long valley Chuan, tomorrow evening's social gathering ……"
"I will arrange okay.However, your nonappearance, everyone feels very sorry."The long valley Chuan looking at her, " can you really not go?I know that you are very sad now, can just because of such, be not should even change a mood?"
When thousand leaves suddenly thoughted of in winter tryout, up once the original sun once said, is that after school at the Christmas night before last, meeting go to the school sought her.Seem this time her being breaking promise again.She thinks that must make a telephone call in the evening to ascend original sun a, explain the reason that oneself breaks promise all of a sudden, in case he thinks he at 1:00 all inattentive his words, at that moment says:"Tomorrow see again.I don't dare to leave my a person of mother in the home."
"So ……I understood, that is also the business with no way.―― , I should also walk."The long valley Chuan station is started and puts on own coat and took a schoolbag, the dynasty front door direction walks.
Thousand leaves send him to doorway:"Long valley Chuan thanks you."
The long valley Chuan is wearing shoe and saying:"Why so polite?"He keeps starting and looking at thousand leaveses, " is thousand leaves, you meet close relatives to die for the first time this kind of unfortunate matter?"
"Are you how can anyone know?"
"Can see from your facial expression come out.You are never so sad to lead ……however, thousand leaves, this kind of matter, after growing up, the head quarter inevitably meets, you still need to want to open 1:00."
Thousand leaves ordered to nod, suddenly, she feels that her own tears wants tears overflow again, however, is still strong to endure.
After long valley Chuan walks, thousand leaves return to a living room and see the mother standing on the stairs:"Mama."
"Just that boy, seem your classmate."
"H'm, he is the study member of committee of the class long valley Chuan."
"Is a very gentle and soft boy."Thousand leaf the summer tree stand down a stairs and sit to in the sofa.
"Mama, how did you come down?"
"Having been lying is also very suffered.Tree, you are a leader of class, tomorrow evening's social gathering or take part in, said again, can also kick back and enjoy.Is these days of, for looking after me, you are really too tired.Anyway, your father will be in the home tomorrow evening."
"Or calculate, anyway growing valley Chuan would arrange okay.Tomorrow is Christmas Eve, still one family together better."Thousand leaves suddenly thought of that she also already a lot of sky of don't see many farmlands.Immediately, a question intruded into her thoughts and feelings inside:She not is on the this period of time in school, can't many farmland meetings thought of her?
"All right ―― " thousand leaf summer the tree station start,beats by dre cheap, "is really sorry, the mother made you worried again."
"Mama, you don't say so ……I know that the grandmother died, the sadest was you ……however, the long valley Chuan cans say that again, some matters is ineluctable.I think that the grandmother don't hope that you are so sad as well."
"Tree ―― " thousand leaf the summer tree stand by the side of the stairs and turn head to looking at her, "past your wife's younger sister say after I have Oedipus complex, is said more several times by her, even I all think that that is true by myself.Be just my not enough independence in fact and really not so strong just.Although your grandfather is a good man,is not dependable, so, since the childhood, I was worshiping your grandmother to grow up of ……I originally also thought, oneself had been enough strong, as long as depend on and depend on oneself and then can live nextly and go ……but, basically, I still keep aming like your grandfather, so, your grandmother is clay-cold, my heart's being like is fished out …… tree, I hope you hereafter can be enough strong, depend on yourself and has the courage to continue and live and descend."
"Father so not dependable?"Thousand leaves cannot help but asking.
Thousand leaf the summer tree was silent don't say what, turned round to go upstairs.
In the evening, thousand leaves make a phone call to ascend original sun a:"Ascend original, good in the evening."
"Is thousand leaves you?"
Listen to another from the telephone a carry to spread of ascend original sun one matchless and clear and bright pleasing voice, somehow or other, thousand leaves suddenly really want to shed tears.She thinks that oneself this is how, how can become so weak?She originally thought that she is very strong.
"You said last time that was going to the school seek me tomorrow ……you still don't went, this period of time I was in the home."
"Why?What matter?Say ―― "ascend original sun an in the telephone grind to a stop for a while, "your grandmother ……"
Thousand leaves hear here and cannot helped but any further, take a words tube like this station is leading tears in the way,such as spring, to flow out.She remembers that business concerning grandmother, she once lifted once towards ascending original sun a, and, is the time that acquaint with for the first time at the beginning of May, have never thought, he don't forget as well till now.
Ascend original sun an another in the telephone a carried to hear her to slightly sob a voice:"Thousand leaves didn't be too sad.So, I tomorrow afternoon see you."
"Need not.Is too far ……you tomorrow evening be not still have an activity?"Thousand the leaf's favour say.
"It doesn't matter, I is in a short while foolish, can't hold up a matter.At around 5:30 p.m. tomorrow, you wait me outside your house.So."Ascend original sun an allowed of no a cent to say to hang a telephone.
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Thousand leaves stand outside the front door, at this time, the sky has been gradually black, the bise wreaks havoc.
After many years, she often thoughts of the evening of this Christmas night before last and thoughts of that oneself stands in the bise to wait original sun one scene.Probably because, from then on of that kind of very not the happiness even is some melancholy moods, had been reserving till afterwards.
At wait for of in the process, the words that she suddenly thoughted of that the mother says.Last night, she had been being just thinking:Is right and wrong don't must seek a person to be his/her own mind to depend on to a women, so as to live nextly to go to?She hopes be not so, however, she didn't always and never once get the explicit answer of this problem, unique can make of, also just go before groping for in own life.
5:00 lead half, an electricity bicycle to her Chi come, stop at her in front.
Ascend original sun for a while car, looking at her to smile:"Did you wait for a long time?Is sorry, because of drive some matters to delay."He in earnest looking at thousand leaves' faces, " you didn't be too sad.BE as sad as it, rather for the sake of the still on the hoof person, happily on the hoof.I think that your grandmother also definitely hopes that you do like this."
Thousand leaves smiled to order to nod:"You say quite rightly.I think that I will gradually get up."
"I want to send to you thing."Ascend original sun a from the schoolbag in take out a gift, pass to her, " Merry Christmas."
"You in a hurry come over, be for sending me the gift?"Thousand leaves surprisedly ask.
Ascend original sun a smiled to smile:"That's right."
Thousand leaves open a wrapping paper,
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